Job/Degree Wanted

I didn't get the position I applied for. After two interviews, one of which was with the owner, they decided to go with someone with more "experience". It's depressing. I put my hopes in that basket and it dropped. Oh well.

I'm currently a little depressed, but I have no one to blame but myself. I haven't looked much at other places very aggressively and I just sit and wallow in self pity. Despite it all, I'm beginning to feel better. I need to focus a bit on school now as I am falling a little behind.

There's just something about studying that makes my mind click off, even if it's an interesting subject. Maybe I'm waiting for that "a-ha!" moment. You know, when you finally get something and feel a surge of energy to try it out or investigate further.

I'm not feeling it.